Today

sucks.

Seriously.
It just sucks so immensely I can't even think of the words to say...
I've lost the one thing that made me happy..


the one thing that got my mind off everything
the one thing that I could look forward to this summer...

gone-gone-gone

its really not fair...

I duno, I didn't do anything wrong

I just don't feel like going on a big spiel about it or anything.

So now mom's looking for a barn..

and a horse maybe...

I duno

it just hurts being ridiculed by an adult you don't even know.

Does everyone judge me this much?